Backflipping like no other

So I'm pretty much going to stay from talking to people on the internet for a while, and the reason is only known to one person. And let me tell you, its a horrible reason, and I think I should be strong enough to deal with it, but I just think things will workout by themselves without me doing something. I just make things worse.

O chariot your golden ways, Man I love that Gavin Degraw Song

Yeah Its like 5 in the morning and I just got home from an awesome night of canoeing with my great friends and just got off the phone with one of the coolest ladies I know; who never calls by the way. So I'm thinking life is good, but whenever I think that, something bad all ways happens.

See too much thinking is so bad for you. I'm serious, I should be dead tired, but so many thoughts are running through my head. Writing it down helps me sleep, than after awhile, this whole LiveJournal will be deleted because it would be done doing its job.

Let me tell you what you are....You're amazing, I'm attracted, but I'm terribly distracted, i'm trying to be verbal.. Gavin Degraw again, I'm listening to the CD

So I think being straightforward will work for ME. I mean it's like you dont really have to hide anything, and if it goes wrong than it'll be aright because I don't see myself saying anything really bad...I'm a Boyscout, I'm superman without his powers, I'm the one that takes crap and just deals with it.

You know what, I can all ways pick on someone and just talk about them. That'll be fun. First off Matt Frye is the soul of the group. Without him life seems it lost that excitement it once has. True everyone hates him, but that's because we're his friends. A lot of people dont get the big picture though. Like ok he'll be home for a total of like 2-3 weeks in the next 5 months than he's off to whereever for 4 months and we wont see him until June. Yeah ok, people work in the morning but you wont spare a couple of hours of sleeping to hangout with Matt Frye?

Still can't go to bed. Heart never follows as plan. I gotta remember that if I ever try to plan this again.

Lets Pick On Pete Agresti. He had a horrible birthday, I can tell. I feel bad that I lie to him, but it was for his own good. Ok I think lying is fine if there will be good out of it. Not lying like if a girl asks if you like a movie but you dont really and she does, and saying yes. Thats bad lying. Good Lying is when someone asks where you are going and you said just shopping but ur at pittsburgh picking up his best friend to go home to surprised him. Yeah, he didn't have that great of a birthday, nothing really went as plan for him.

I'm still lonely, but I think its hard when any girl that you like becomes good friends and it's better like that. And in College when you're busy the whole time with Sports, Work, And School that dating is almost impossible. Maybe some girl that I never talk to but some how knows me asks me on a date and somehow she is really cool and...yeah that never happens...to me anyways...

Matt Frye is the man.

Yeah I'll pick on more people on the next journal entry.

Im all ways complaining, yet never doing. Gotta get working on that.

Only a 5 more weeks till school

I spend so much money on being nice..........if only I was rich.

This moving crap is bs.

Ok so for future advice, If you like a girl but can only hangout with her by having mutual friends or whatnot. Seriously I mean..................I'll complete this thought later I just got Sleepy =)